Time to let go...

I've been thinking a lot lately. Thinking about a certain relationship that is bringing me sadness and frustration for years now. I've made a lot of move to help this relationship heal but it seems like there's nothing to do about it.

This weekend I came to the conclusion that you need to have two persons who wants to have that kind of relationship if you want it to succeed... and in my case there's not. I feel like I'm the only one making efforts. Every time that I tried to bring something it's seen like a manipulation and honestly it's not. So I've decided that it's time to let go... this dream that I had for so long is coming to an end.

Why? Because it's not bringing anything to me else than pain and frustration. And I'm through. I won't put myself in that position again. The time has come. I'm going to surround myself with people who brings me happiness for now on. So if that person recognise herself I just want to tell her that for now on if she wants a relationship with me, she'll have to make the move.