Tuesday, August 11, 2009

mamma maniac

A few weeks ago I watched the movie "Mamma Mia" with my family.... it was a revelation that soon became an addiction :) We are now "mamma maniac". We just watch it over and over again. We bought the soundtrack. We listen to it in the car, with our ipod, our pc... it's everywhere. Is there a remedy for that kind of addiction ? Oh no ! Here it comes again... I've got to watch it... bye bye :))

And by the way, I don't have to tell you that our family love that movie... lolll So go, get your copy and become a mamma maniac like us :))

Time to let go...

I've been thinking a lot lately. Thinking about a certain relationship that is bringing me sadness and frustration for years now. I've made a lot of move to help this relationship heal but it seems like there's nothing to do about it.

This weekend I came to the conclusion that you need to have two persons who wants to have that kind of relationship if you want it to succeed... and in my case there's not. I feel like I'm the only one making efforts. Every time that I tried to bring something it's seen like a manipulation and honestly it's not. So I've decided that it's time to let go... this dream that I had for so long is coming to an end.

Why? Because it's not bringing anything to me else than pain and frustration. And I'm through. I won't put myself in that position again. The time has come. I'm going to surround myself with people who brings me happiness for now on. So if that person recognise herself I just want to tell her that for now on if she wants a relationship with me, she'll have to make the move.